Sunday, April 29, 2007

i'm a lucky girl. not everyone gets to watch their pet spider attack and suck the living daylights out of a baby cockroach, while listening to an italian supermodel croon.

:: Quelqu'un M'a Dit - carla bruni

i love you too, molly.
:: Save Me From Me - amber pacific

it's been a while since i've listened to this kind of emo. hah i kindof rememeber when this kind of stuff started getting popular. so nostalgic. and so long ago; i feel aged.

au fait, j'ai un tas de devoirs. rushing to catch up with bloody ling2203- 5 ilectures! argh! and a 10 pg reading, after which i have to do a 1000-word essay... by tues. et puis, un autre devoir de ling2201 qu'on doit rendre avant midi à mercredi. tmr is soccer again and then netball training starting from monday. bianca, come back please!

my french has hardly been improving, save for bad words i've been learning frm M. le mauricien. now i know how to fuck your mother in french~ yay. i'm sure these will help me make loads of friends in ottawa.

last night's RICE was badly cooked- like the rice they serve in the hall. the first hour cheryl and daily and i got there: super sian jitpua. en plus, il n'y avait pas de trance qu'on avait promis, pas assez de bhangra, annoying rowdy loserly attention-starved guys, blablablah. the saving grace was getting to perv at my hot guy and... supper at FAST EDDYS! WOOOOOOHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
then cheryl stayed over. poorthing spent 3 hrs trying to wake me up. haha i feel bad but i really couldn't keep my eyes open.

:: Irreplaceable - beyonce

just got these songs off sarah. very bad idea, since i'm spposed to be doing work. can you tell i'm trying to avoid my work? to the left to the left.

i've found someone who's really lamer than me in the same (er-hmm) witty way. i told abby to get facebook and she said no thanks cos she does that enough during exams. her puns always leave me bawling (half cos i'm seriously impressed and amused until cannot tahan, and half cos i'm feeling geram at not having gotten it immediately).

:: 20 Good Reasons - thirsty merc

oh i love this song. damn yoo, good music! damn yoo! i need to do my work! GAHHH.

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

j'ai oublie de te dire ce que j'ai fait la semaine derniere..

we went go-karting for our floor outing last sat. i'm a big fat road hog and i got into more than a couple of accidents on the track. very scary but i'm fine otherwise. i had more than three goes and had loads of fun. note to self: get pics off joseph and jinhui.

sunday was soccer and it went better and worse than i thought it would. we won our first game against tomy 3-0 and lost the one to georges 2-1. i hate playing georges. poo. but they made me have a good workout and i managed to piss off the girl i was marking hah. i'm really happy tt all the girls had fun and i hope (pls pls pls) tt they all can play next week. all was well cept tt bianca twisted her knee but she's recovering so all will be well.

last sat i dozed off with head on my crossed arms on my fist at the table. and ended up with a line of four bruises on my right upper arm, with two more below tt. and one bruise on my left arm. looks like kena abused/manhandled. or just rough sex HAH. but my name isn't luka- it's cacat.
:: Le Plus Beau du Quartier - carla bruni

i've just woken up from the one of the best naps i've ever had. three hrs i think? but while i was trying to sleep, i received two phone calls and one sms badgering me for assistance of the linguistic nature. to which i have this to say: non non non! j'en refuse! i should be getting paid for this! i dunno how to do lah! i no no i no no i no no..............

ahh (--->let's assume this is a long non-aspirated low central vowel with the following feature specifications: [+syll -cons +son +dors -high +back +low -ATR -tense -CP +cont -strid -lat -nas +voi])... it's nice to be a brat once in a while.

this morning i finally finished the longest 500-word essay i've ever done- in 6 hrs. what nonsense, amelia. ludicrous. i know. and then laura came over (all the way frm somewhere near joondalup) and we re-decided on a topic for our dossier- la musique de l'ocean indien. ça nous interesse bien. en plus, je pourrais prendre des chansons de neer. "ah c'est bon, avoir des amis internationals!" je lui ai dit (sur facebook, bien sûr).

last night, well this morning actually, at 3.45, i walked out to get some cheesecake frm edmen and i nearly froze in the wet cold. you know that few seconds between when you think you hear someone approaching and when you realise it's the steady dripdropping of rainwater off the edge of the corrugated walkway cover onto the wet ground (just like little lemmings walking off a cliff to join their compatriots in the lemming heaven dwn below. droop droop droop droop). that feeling- a melange of excitement and anticipation and anguish- it was peculiar. what's stranger was catching myself feeling so peculiar. so curious. and soo weirdments.

"what's next, amelia? apricot and almond cheese with crackers or linguistics assignment?"
i reckon molly-watching will be good.

Friday, April 20, 2007

in the wake of the va tech shootings, i've come across loads of videos and interview things (from american tv) on youtube and stuff and though i don't condone the shooter's random acts of extreme violence, some of these american broadcasts are just so full of shit. check out this one, oozing with sweeping statements, seemingly unfounded assumptions and dubious conclusions: http://youtube.com/watch?v=CXeMvo09YF4&mode=related&search=

very disgusting.. i hope most pple see through the lame things the two fellas say in this video. it's really inethical and irresponsible i think to let this kind of thing go on tv. feeding the fazed american public useless, biased opinions.. look now who's the one being so extremely daft.

and then this one: http://youtube.com/watch?v=tBy1vWiXEdQ&mode=related&search=

south korean leader expected to apologise for an alien's misdeeds in america?? wtf. the alien might (doesn't mention for sure) have spent half his life in america but it still has to be south korea's fault. after all, they are just across the border frm the commies..
BAH! i hate it that these programmes screwing around, trying to fill airtime.


-i promise i'll try my best to remember to pray for all the pple who died in the shooting that day. as well as the pple who are dying in every other shooting and catastrophe round the world.

Monday, April 16, 2007

i've just finished singing 10 green bottles. very loudly. all by myself. {:o) haha. with my door open.

:: the splashing sounds of someone in the shower


i'm going to uni of ottawa instead cos apparently too many pple applied to mcgill and there're only 15 places. pooo. but anyways, i just found out the nice exchange student sarah is from queen's and her parents live somewhere in ottawa so i think i could meet up with her when i'm there. i'm kind of excited about exchange but i have a feeling time's gonna pass pretty quick there.

got a stomachache now. from not eating enough and having too much air in my stomach. tsk. ah.... i've been sleeping too late, eating too little. lost quite a bit of weight and i think i look better but it's not a healthy kindof weightloss. ah well.

Friday, April 13, 2007

JOAQUIN~ love first regret later, don't love later regret. says:
you know yo're sexy when you get angry?

Excessive engine noise is better than NO engine noise~ says:
sorry cant talk now, i've got a assignment due tmr noon

JOAQUIN~ love first regret later, don't love later regret. says:
ok, sexy.

Excessive engine noise is better than NO engine noise~ says:
whatever




{:oD
he's sexy when he gets this angry. i wish there was a more pleasant way to turn me on. fuck, you're some twisted shit, amelia. i can't help smiling to myself.

Wednesday, April 11, 2007

i was spposed to go to bed at like 1, but rae only came back at 12 with my chilli pepper chicken fried rice supper and now i've finished almost all of it, i have this feeling i wont be sleeping anytime soon. anyways, here's something i just got off someone's blog. fucking funny. well some of it anyway. haha i like the horse one. and the not guilty one. haha.


ENGLISH TO CHINESE (various dialects) TRANSLATION

Are you harboring a fugitive? ~ Hu Yu Hai Ding?
See me ASAP ~ Kum Hia Nao
Stupid Man ~ Dum Gai
Small Horse ~ Tai Ni Po Ni
Your price is too high ~ No Bai Dam Ting
Did you go to the beach? ~ Wai Yu So Tan?
I bumped into a coffee table ~ Ai Bang Mai Ni
I think you need a facelift ~ Chin Tu Fat
It's very dark here ~ Wai So Dim?
Has your flight been delayed? ~ Hao Long Wei Ting?
That was an unauthorized execution ~ Lin Ching
I thought you were on a diet ~ Wai Yu Mun Ching?
This is a tow away zone. ~ No Pah King
Do you know the lyrics to the macarena song? ~ Wai Yu Xing Dum Song
You are not very bright ~ Yu So Dum
I got this for free ~ Ai No Pei
I am not guilty ~ Wai Hang Mi?
Please, stay a while longer. ~ Wai Go Nao?
Our meeting was scheduled for next week ~ Wai Yu Kum Nao
They have arrived ~ Hia Dei Kum
Stay out of sight ~ Lei Lo
He's cleaning his automobile ~ Wa Shing Ka
Your body odor is offenseive ~ Hu Man Go


:: Superhero - stephen lynch

Sunday, April 08, 2007

It seems like the daylight is coming and no one is watching but me.
it's funny. not haha funny. i've been feeling a bit out of sorts but not depressed so it's not too bad. oh yes i've just been reminded it's easter. happy Easter, everyone. i haven't spoken to lidong properly for like more than a week i think. we can't get our schedules right. he doesn't sleep so late anymore, or if he does, he's not at the comp; i don't have much time before midnight and before 3am anymore. and i've been feeling like we're out of touch lately and i wonder if he feels the same way.

my appetite is getting better but still very erratic. i still feel nervous when i eat. maybe i'm secretly afraid of getting fat.

:: Good Time - counting crows

went to aunty pl's hse for easter lunch and met some distant relatives i never knew i had but who look awfully familiar... as usual.

i'm beginning to wonder when lidong and i will ever find the time to talk. everytime i msg him online and he doesn't reply my heart drops a bit. but at the same time i've got this feeling we're not gonna have much to talk bout. what will we be doing five mths frm now, more than 17000 kilometres apart?

this counting crows album is nice. makes me emo. emo crap. i wanted to go dwn and look for alex and the freshies in the blue rm to see what movie they were watching but there was no one. it was only 4 in the morning. no one in the games rm either. where is everyone? i took a nap just now. when i woke up at bout 2am, i couldn't find anyone. all i could hear was the mix94.5 i was blasting. it was like a potential bad dream- like those i remember all the time. i walked up and dwn the corridor, up and dwn the stairs and put my hear close to the doors to check for sounds of life. nothing. found some pple in kelvin's rm but not the pple i was looking for in particular. oh no this reminds me of the time i woke up in primary 1 or pri 3 at 7am and no one was home. no zehzeh, no mummy. of course, this was a weekday so mummy was sending zehzeh to school but i didn't realise this. and daddy- he was never anywhere near, i'm not sure where he was at this time in my life. we didn't know of hps then so i just walked round the hse looking for someone. picked up the ph but didn't know who to call. looked out my window at the cars below and waited and waited. and 15 yrs later, i'm still sitting here crying. it's funny, hey? but i got no cars to watch, no sound of wheels and sight of lights in a distance to comfort me. no no, no selfpity. just bad memories rehashed.

lidong just called. this might be a good thing. laters.

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

:: She's So Strange - travis












She's so strange
and she wore a black moustache
and she pilfered
all the petty cash.