:: Ling102 wk8-9 ilectures - d.midgley

Four.

Inter-college arts nite. lee and i with desperado, our intl nite medley, and myself and three guys from the dungeon +ben with sympathique/can't take my eyes off you. won third for the first two items. wheee. haha. at least the recent aversion to hmwk has paid off.
went for asian cocktail last night and danced my (hairless! er-hmm!) legs to death. witnessed a fight in a club for the first time and thankfully got pulled out of the way just in time. no asthma attacks or headaches despite a bit of drinking; i just may be getting used to this. twas a pretty good night. then, breakfast at mac's and then back home to shower and sleep and then wake up just in time to bathe and go to church. actually wanna go to the beach tmr but we're running for inter-college athletics in the morning so i guess we can't. in the afternoon its more ilectures, ling assignmt 3, anth essay research, asian studies essay research, and tutoring daily in english.

this sem is passing so quickly. rgh. so little time so much to do!

no more i love you's but i still need you here.

Haven't got a lot to learn and my eyes they stray again
Looking for a satellite in the rays of heaven again
There's no other ending, Sunday sun
Yesterday's are ending, Sunday sun

Jealous minds walk in a line and their faces jade the strain
Stranded in infinity rooms and they're safe from any harm
There's no other ending, Sunday sun
Yesterday's are mending, Sunday sun

:: Sunday Sun - beck


something quite odd happened this evening. i was singing no doubt's spiderwebs in my rm, my door wide open. then karol shout's frm her rm oi change song already lah! so i start a spastic grunge-y version of the elmo song. all this while i am sitting on the edge of my bed, preparing my daily dose of calcium and glucosamine. then out of nowhere, this guy jonathan walks past my rm and totally catches me off guard. as if i don't already find him awkward enough to begin with, he looks at me slightly bemused, what you doing? WAH- stun tiok. i mean i do realise tt when i sing loudly or do stupid things, there are bound to be pple around but they don't usually catch me off guard like tt and for once, i actually felt embarrassed (<-- there! tt's the odd thing!). before i could react, wanling walks out of her rm, stands beside jonathan and looks quizzically at the pill bottles in my head. wah you taking wat medicine? i managed a duno HAHA wo3 feng1 le4, before i started laughing and didn't stop till 10 mins later. HAHAHHAA FUCK I KENA MALU SIAL HAHAHHA HAHAHHA. and i had to write this down because tt has got to be the oddest sensation i've felt this whole week.

could tt be why i'm feeling so lethargic now? perhaps the enormity of such a novel feeling is taking its toll on my body. i can't seem to keep my eyes open.


and we've become more conscious of ourselves, haven't we? what are you getting out of this? is it making you feel better? cos i can tell you, baby, it's not working for me. "so why did you call? i mean it's not like it's routine or anything." and since when have i gone consistently by rule and routine? and i get frustrated because you always ask me questions i don't know the answers to. and then you don't like it when i say i dunno.

:: Love Somebody - robbie williams

YAY!!!!!!! managed to explain the concept of past perfect tense to daily. haha shiok sendiri, man. i really seem to be getting a kick out of this tutoring thing. ok, back to work, melia.

it's the first heavy downpour of the spring. SSSHHHH..SSSHHHHH..SSSSHHH it goes.

:: It Ain't Over Til It's Over - lenny kravitz

karin left for london this morning. i hope she has a safe flight and all's well on what i will now call her side of the world. call me when you reach ok? i love you, karin!

i haven't been feeling like writing lately. could be cos i've been too busy being active to think too deeply into anything. international nite is finally over and our bollywood dance went well hah. tt was really fun you know. the song medley wasn't half as fun but tt went ok too i guess. the gulab jamun- oh.... the gulab jamun... OH OH OH!!! mmm!!! WAH! nice... nice... i must get the recipe frm nazim.

i've lost weight. quite a lot i reckon, since my waist blubber no longer spills out of my jeans. in fact, my jeans are all dropping and my bras now fit at the tightest hook. i owe this to bollywood dance practices and last last week's badminton tournament. yay! haha! i feel so fit.

been informally tutoring the new korean girl Daily (tt's her 'english' name) who moved in upstairs a couple of weeks back. she's doing an english course at the uni's EL centre. it's really not easy, teaching someone english frm scratch (well, almost) but so far it's been quite fun (albeit tiring) and i'm really amazed at the extent of my patience. i should become an english teacher, huh? mm, i think so.

i've found myself to be quite flirt and i wonder what to make of it.

have another four anthrop ilectures to do... fuck. and three more asian studies ilectures to do. tons of readings for those two units to do. a french presentation to prepare. an anthrop ethnography and a french lit book to read. anthrop and asian studies essays to research and start. a french worksheet to complete. past yr linguistics exam papers to try out. thank God for this one-week break.

bf is coming here in nov. whoopdeedoo :D

Encouraging Inventor

spoke to lidong yesterday. got things sorted out. and i'm happy with us; with what we had and what we still have. maybe i'm ready to give it another try. i thought he was going to say i love you- not tt he would have reason to- but he didn't. but anyway, i still felt so relieved he understood when i said i couldn't bring myself to do it right now. we said goodbye just as the sun began to lighten the sky's blackness. this is the way it should be- happy happy.

woke up just in time for sch so i had to skip brunch. we discussed the closing chapter of L’étranger. and i saw us in it, with our little contentions and whatnots. i like making connections; maybe tt's why i love jigsaw puzzles so much. it was a beautiful day, today. i got to look smart in class and i walked to the bus stop with my anthrop classmate, alex. new day, new friend, new happy. haha.

thanks for loving me {:oD


:: Play the Game - queen

nthng nthng nthng. do either of us have any idea what the fuck is going on here?

i've never had much faith in the choices i make for myself. i suppose i'm impaired in this aspect. not tt he would be interested in any of these my excuses. in the light of everything, apologies are starting to seem increasingly inane. where did we go, my lovely?

i've always envied pple who weren't inclined to know what they were gonna to do the next day. sometimes i wish i could be like tt but i feel like i'm always running out of time. and love.


:: Let It Roll - train

You Are a Seeker Soul

You are on a quest for knowledge and life challenges. You love to be curious and ask a ton of questions. Since you know so much, you make for an interesting conversationalist. Mentally alert, you can outwit almost anyone (and have fun doing it!). Very introspective, you can be silently critical of others. And your quiet nature makes it difficult for people to get to know you. You see yourself as a philosopher, and you take everything philosophically. Your main talent is expressing and communicating ideas. Souls you are most compatible with: Hunter Soul and Visionary Soul

What Kind of Soul Are You?

i told him i'll try. but we can have a little hate game. you'll hate me and i'll hate you. and me. let's go to sleep. my brains are dripping out through my busted sinuses and it hurts when i cry and it hurts my heart even more when i don't. and all i can do is scream.

i had a friend called amelia. just letting myself know all this in case i forget.

seeing as to how casual you seem to be treating this, i cast lots. it said two separate hearts. but then you know i always choose the opposite.