i try my best, but sometimes it's hard not to feel like the biggest fool in the world.

:: Under Cover of Darkness - the strokes

i love you julian casablancas. marry me!!

in other news, i've been starting to read up more on opposition parties and stuff, just in case i get a chance to vote this year. don't wanna anyhow do and then regret it. i've got lots of things to say regarding this country's political system and its parties and the things that ahve been said about several contentious issues tt've been in the talked bout lately. but it's just too much for me to bother to write down here. besides, i don't want this space to be featured on some forum. maybe i'll write more when i have the time and the mood. (one thing tt's quite salient in my mind right now is tt kenneth j s/o jbj kind of speaks like he's got a stiff upper lip. not sure wat the implications of tt are but tt's just bout all i have time to say now on local politics haha). lately i've been reading so much and thinking so much bout things (not just politics) tt i haven't had time to write it all out coherently and read it to myself.

lots of things have been going on this yr and i'm just trying to keep up. on the other hand, there are also things that i want to happen tt haven't quite materialised. Sometimes the last thing you want comes in first.
Sometimes the first thing you want never comes. (aqualung). i really like it tt some song writers are good at coming up with these aphorisms. i know it gets corny sometimes but i like them.

lots of pple hhve been bugging me to upload pics i've taken onto fb so i've been trying to be obliging and do it. while looking for relevant ones for bug-gers, i started looking at some irrelevant old pictures. irrelevant to the requests but apparently, not so irrelevant to me... considering how much time i'm spending browsing and reminiscing.