Monday, July 01, 2013

goodbyehello

because time away from you will be good for me. for us- no, let me rephrase- because going as far from you and being as independent of you will be good for my mind and my heart. I will be doing my best to expect no messages, to not miss you, to be free to see whomever i want, to whomever i want baby.


for you, it will be no different. because it seems this goodfriendship, only one of us tries to take advantage of the times when we are both in the same country, which is not as often as i like. ours is the only ship that is adrift and without purpose. so much for being a sailor and a captain. :(

oh aren't expectations such terrible things to have.


so UK, you will have me and i will give myself to you. for i need to rid myself of this frustration of wasting time. Boarding time in 2 minutes. let's go, amelia.