when things were a little more exciting. when we'd get a little wild and a little wet. ok, i guess i could afford to be a little less conservative in my admissions.
:: I Want To Wake Up With You - boris gardiner
do you feel like tt too? stuck in a rut but just not having the energy to goad yourself out to just hope for something better than wat you think you want? i must try to get more sleep. exhaustion makes me depressed.
Tuesday, February 21, 2012
did you know tt i'm interested in chinese herbology? i think it's absolutely fascinating. but then again, many things fascinate me. ants, floating organisms in my eyes, clouds, raindrops rolling down the car window, among other random things.
sometimes i thing God is cruel in that he made me extroadinarily curious yet at the same time extroadinarily terrible at time-management. so i always seem to have too many things to do but too little time to do it all.
i will marry the man who can buy me time to do all i ever want to do in this world. dunno how he'd feel bout me though..
sometimes i thing God is cruel in that he made me extroadinarily curious yet at the same time extroadinarily terrible at time-management. so i always seem to have too many things to do but too little time to do it all.
i will marry the man who can buy me time to do all i ever want to do in this world. dunno how he'd feel bout me though..
Monday, February 13, 2012
:: Trouble Sleeping - the perishers
i need to start catching some ants again. pretty anxious to get my ant farm going.
last night after jan's party, i went back home and i cried. someone had pushed me up against the open window frame and threatened to throw me out. it was some random friend of a friend of a friend. he was physically very big and definitely capable of doing what he had threatened to do. all because he was drunk and he didn't want me to change his music. i don't think i'd ever really feared for my life like that before. think i cried because was angry and wished i'd done more but then i guess i did all i could by clinging on to the nearest grill and then moving from the window when the coast was clear.
i drove a fair bit today. but i seriously think i'm not safe to have on the roads. within the span of one redlight, i daydreamt a whole dream-- i had fallen down and broken my arm while playing with s-boy and then was trying to decide who to call to send me to the hospital: yati, edric, hafiz, aunty june. i hadn't finished deciding when i came back to earth and realised i needed to start rolling again. being in a car makes me sleepy.
i love kenefe and other turkish sweets.
i need to start catching some ants again. pretty anxious to get my ant farm going.
last night after jan's party, i went back home and i cried. someone had pushed me up against the open window frame and threatened to throw me out. it was some random friend of a friend of a friend. he was physically very big and definitely capable of doing what he had threatened to do. all because he was drunk and he didn't want me to change his music. i don't think i'd ever really feared for my life like that before. think i cried because was angry and wished i'd done more but then i guess i did all i could by clinging on to the nearest grill and then moving from the window when the coast was clear.
i drove a fair bit today. but i seriously think i'm not safe to have on the roads. within the span of one redlight, i daydreamt a whole dream-- i had fallen down and broken my arm while playing with s-boy and then was trying to decide who to call to send me to the hospital: yati, edric, hafiz, aunty june. i hadn't finished deciding when i came back to earth and realised i needed to start rolling again. being in a car makes me sleepy.
i love kenefe and other turkish sweets.
Thursday, February 02, 2012
another beautiful dream tonight, pls. (baby, come to me.) how was it that it was so weird but so pleasant at the same time. haven't felt that way in a while.