i'm so upset right now. but i feel so petty and stupid at the same time cos norisa's dad just passed away from an accident and here i am crying and being extremely vexed over a lunch gathering that is totally not working. why do pple have to be so fucking annoying.
it's ok. i'm going for confession tmr.
i can't sleep when i'm upset.
i've been feeling like God is playing some stupid joke on me and it's just not funny at all.
i'm beginning to have second thoughts about my decision to leave next year. it'll really hurt to have to leave my kids.
i feel like there's something missing in my life and there's a nagging feeling that it'll never come. i'm tired and i'm sick.