Thursday, September 25, 2008

sometimes i get that deja vu feeling.. just like that (<--- click). God knows why...

mais merde alors... kest-ce k'il est banal, le journal de singapour! c tjrs la même chose, hein. et où est-elle, mon action?? on devrait partager l'argent, non? ou a-t-il déjà été fiché dans le cul de qqn? ah?



:: Raphaël - carla bruni

Sunday, September 21, 2008

when i'm emotionally riled up the way i am now and have a motherload of sch work to do, i have trouble deciding if the emotions are getting in the way of my work or the work is getting in the way of my emotions. a confusion of priorities.

i know i should be thankful tt i have time to get angry. if you really think about it, not everyone has tt luxury. sometimes being this lucky (blessed?) makes me nervous. will i wake up one day and find it all gone? though if it all went to someone deserving (in a kind of pass the parcel kind of way), i wouldn't be so devastated. or would i?
i hate it when someone says to me "but tt's life, what" in an attempt to make an excuse for why man-made things can't be changed. so just don't help pple who are suffering in the war lah.. tt's life what, no? change unfair government policies? but how to? - tt's just life what?

if someone died of a heart attack and i was mourning and you told me: "but shit hey tt's life". i might beat the shit out of you for your lack of tact but at the back of my mind i'll know you're right; we can try all we could but everyone dies because death does not discriminate. But, if you told me something like i'm dumber cos i'm (insert race/ethnicity here) and that's good reason for you to be racist against me "but tt's life, wat", i can safely say that i will beat the shit out of you and i won't stop until your eyes are hanging out of their sockets and your blood has produced a beautiful piece of impressionist artwork on the ground.

i hope i've made my point. you bloody ass-sucking bitch.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008

:: Consequence - the notwist

You're the colour,
you're the movement and the spin.
Never
Could it stay with me the whole day long
Fail with consequence, lose with eloquence
and smile.
I'm not in this movie
I'm not in this song.
Never
Leave me paralyzed, love.
Leave me hypnotized, love.

You're the colour,
you're the movement and the spin.
Never
Could it stay with me the whole day long
Fail with consequence, lose with eloquence
and smile.
You're not in this movie
You're not in this song.
Never
Leave me paralyzed, love.
Leave me hypnotized, love.
Leave me paralyzed, love.
Leave me hypnotized, love.



just saw love guru hah. and the funniest part for me was actually justin timberlakes pretty accurate quebecois accent. totally reminds me of fabienne. hah. this song reminds me of ottawa cos i first heard it on radioblogclub one night sitting in my room stoning and fantasising bout weknowwho.

tonight's nice. i got some music readings done in the comp lab just now. only two weeks' worth but a good start i guess. better than no start at all, ya? it's quiet this week, and calm tonight. the last of the credits are rolling off the screen, and i hear malcolm's 'i'm back....'. hah. it's nice here, you know? like, in this set, i mean. i could live like this forever. i've got one younger brother (malcolm) and one older brother (joe), and the part-time brothers geoff and alex. and then there's edward. and then janan. like a happy family. i wonder sometimes why i feel so comfortable hanging with guys (more so than with girls). i feel safe and i really like this, you know? i hope things won't change even when dylan and i get married. i've never actually hung out with the guys while dylan is around. so i dunno how it'll all work out.

God, please protect my baby and keep him safe till we meet again.

ah.. the notwist.

Friday, September 05, 2008

ODD SPOTS. (courtesy of libra invisible regular pads)

Vintage port takes 40 years to reach maturity.

Around four billion litres of petroleum is consumed throughout the world each day.

Blype is the name given to skin that peels off after sunburn.

The largest pumpkin ever grown recorded a weight of 482kg.

A lungfish can live out of water in suspended animation for three years.

Propotionately, Earth's atmosphere is thinner than the skin of an apple.

Road runner has only been caught by Wile E. Coyote once, on 21 May 1980.

Bananas grow on plants that are giant herbs, and are related to the lily and orchid family.




:: the music coming from quresh's and jj's rms upstairs


dylan is reaching land next tues. and then he'll be able to call me. i find myself excited bout this. maybe this is what they mean when they say absence makes the heart grow fonder. i like it how i seem to be discovering all the clichés of what they call true love. it's scary but so addictive. but not addictive in the unhealthy adolescent obsessive or sexual way tt i've only ever experienced before all this. i love dylan. {:o))))


i kind of like this semester even though i don't feel very hopeful bout it academically. lots of events. lots of hanging out with the guys. which is fun and lighthearted but meaningful at the same time. no major emo distractions. a good dose of activities- outside of the usual academic nonsense; and they're all firsts too. yay! haha. like the french play i went for with erika and nadya, the city-to-surf marathon, the 'warming' of our set yesterday, jamming with ze band, being a subject for HM and psyc experiments, learning to play mahjong at dan's, or just being busy round the kitchen making apple chips and other random experiments. and tmr i'm going to ina's place in mt lawley for an oxfam morning tea. haha i'm so excited.





long time no see cheryl and even longer time no see karin. time's passing a lot faster now tt the assignmts have come in and this means good things and bad. i duno wat my point is right now.

i'm looking up applications for busking right now. gotta think of ways to raise money so we can build a music room for the hall. i'm beginning to regret signing up for pilates cos i duno if i'll have time to make my money worth. but then again, there's always time, if you bother to set some aside.

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

:: I Sing I Swim - seabear (on nad's blog)

let's have a little direction, shall we? i don't realise sometimes how good i have it. the better you have it, the worse it can get; because the higher you are, the further you can fall. i have to do my shit good so i can make time to help others in need.