talking to clement now... and they call me lame! he's like lagi lame, man! haha

now, we're talking bout how i like to "stop time"(in his words) by writing my blog.
you know how some people live for the future and for what's to come? i think i live so that i can turn around and look back at where i've tread. i relive the good and bad moments and feel them all over again but differently each time. i think the one thing that pushes me forward is the thought that as long as i go front, there'll always be something to look back on. then all the memories - good and bad - are suddenly comforting. some may say oh, cheap thrills. but when you live for what you came from, you see the world different from the others. again. and again. and again.