i've never felt so let down by him before. looks like i have expectations too. but i don't love you any less. it pains me thie much precisely because i love you.


i remember asking lidong if my not meeting his expectations made it harder to love me. he paused for a moment and said he'd have to think bout it.

if only recalling the good times was as easy and as fluid as the heartwrenching memories.

:: Hemorrhage - fuel