:: Wild Horses - tori amos

sometimes i feel diluted. put up your hands if you feel diluted like i do. thank you.

sometimes i replay moments in my life over and over in my head. and sometimes- only sometimes- i change the endings and imagine a few variations. kind of like in the movie Sliding Doors. then sometimes i get mixed up so tt i can no longer separate the dreams from the memories frm the made-believes. is tt the wonder of life they talk about?

sometimes i dont like to say hello. because i don't want you to think the next time i see you and dont say hello tt i am being un-friendly or un-kindly. just because i've watched you grow up or know where you live or who your friends are, doesn't mean tt i would like you to know tt amount bout me or my life. i won't be surprised if you do though; but i'm just not really keen on knowing.