4.03 AM, 24 May Wednesday

lidong promises to visit me. i hope tt'd be soon. like this yr maybe?

R u on the phone? Love. Dad
Going to bed. Call u tmoro. Love. Dad

it's always been awkward between us.

i suddenly feel like eating popeye's chicken.

i'm finding it increasingly difficult to get out of bed in the mornings (and in the afternoons too). pms?

i had a good cry just now.

i have a feeling i should be doing a little studying than i've been doing.

where is all this time going?

it scares me to know tt i only get one chance in any particular moment in time to do any one thing. i don't really know where i'm headed sometimes. how bout when i die, will i know by then at least?

it's been a while since i slept after the sprinklers come on. oh horror.

sometimes i get angry. very very angry. then i cry and cry and cry. well at least i don't miss crying, then.

Winter is cold and bitter, chill us to the bitter...
too long to far from home...

:: Full of Grace - sarah mclachlan


8.34 PM, 24 May Wednesday

14-16 july. 21st bday celebration or baybeats? party or gig? party or gig party or gig party or gig? arrhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!! why oh why?