spoke to lidong yesterday. got things sorted out. and i'm happy with us; with what we had and what we still have. maybe i'm ready to give it another try. i thought he was going to say i love you- not tt he would have reason to- but he didn't. but anyway, i still felt so relieved he understood when i said i couldn't bring myself to do it right now. we said goodbye just as the sun began to lighten the sky's blackness. this is the way it should be- happy happy.

woke up just in time for sch so i had to skip brunch. we discussed the closing chapter of L’étranger. and i saw us in it, with our little contentions and whatnots. i like making connections; maybe tt's why i love jigsaw puzzles so much. it was a beautiful day, today. i got to look smart in class and i walked to the bus stop with my anthrop classmate, alex. new day, new friend, new happy. haha.

thanks for loving me {:oD


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