nathan was just here cos he just got home and his roomie was making out with some girl and he felt awkward to go in the room. poorthing hahah. i feel good though, tt he comes in and hangs out with me. makes me feel like i'm useful cos if my door weren't open, he'd have to sit round outside the rm and wait for ian to finish. this makes me think tt i need to feel useful to be happy. if i can't do anything for someone, i won't feel as close to them. i'm quite comfortable with this whole idea.