I hope you're feeling happy now
I see you feel no pain at all it seems
I wonder what you're doin' now
I wonder if you think of me at all
do you still play the same moves now
or are those special moods for someone else
I hope you're feeling happy now

just because you feel good,
doesn't make you right, oh no
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight

does laughter still discover you
I see through all the smiles that look so right
do you still have the same friends now
to smoke away your problems and your life
and how do you remember me
the one that made you laugh until you cried
I hope you're feeling happy now

just because you feel good
doesn't make you right, oh no
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight, want you..

oh, no, just because you feel good
doesn't make you right, oh no
just because you feel good
still want you here tonight, want you..

I wonder what you're doing now
I hope you're feeling happy now
I wonder what you're doing now
I hope you're feeling happy now


:: Hedonism - skunk anansie


i haven't run out of tears, it seems. last night we found out who it was, me and karin. i saw their pictures and i felt like everything was so unfair. she's so young. i bitched, i cried and cried, and still i wonder why. the pictures he takes with her looks like those we used to take cept it used to be me. he looks exactly the same. really makes you wonder doesn't it. seems like he's letting himself be used. i duno what i think of tt but, it's just an observation for now. he's taking her to bali. and it makes me feel bad knowing tt i know exactly where in bali cos he told me 2 months ago tt he'd take me there. i wonder if this girl knows wat she wants in him; are they the same things tt i wanted?

packing up my room now and throwing things out. where do the memories go? i'm not crying tonight (not predictively- or deontically-speaking, but descriptively). nora asked me out to city today and i showed her all my cool northbridge shops. made me feel a bit better. feel a sliver of hopefulness. but it doesn't make any wrongs right, you know?