:: Love That Will Last - renee olstead

good jam today. didn't get to meet daddy though. cos i was lounging round the hse with terence. let him sleep on the sofa after his supper at changi village. cos i waited up to let him in, and cos if youtube, i slept ridiculously late in the mornite and then had trouble remaining asleep. finally gave up sleeping and got out of bed at 11. so we sat round watching tv, marking hmwk, and then later jamming. by the time we made it out of the hse to get lunch, it was 3. i'm so good at fucking up my body clock and creating plenty of opportunity to fall sick. oh well.

jammed at boons other studio which was surprisingly nice so we're going back there next jam. loo and cheam made fun made fun cos i told loo bout terence sleeping over. oh well. i was expecting it i guess. on the topic of things of this nature, i don't think i will ever see the day where i can say to myself confidently tt i'm truly sure of my feelings for anyone to the point where i can articulate them point by point, loudly and proudly. at least not in the near future. i felt so sure bout dylan but tt's gone now. i wonder if anyone will come by and make me feel tt way again. i see a couple of possiblities but we'll just wait and see what happens. i don't want to rush things and have them turn out like me and lidong. i wonder how he is now, tt boy. i'm quite sure he's doing good without a friend like me. and i'm not trying to be sarcastic.

today's jam was enjoyable. everyone was in good spirits and it just felt really fun. i'm relieved the tectonic plates in taiwan did not swallow our bassist. yay and yippee. i like how we all get along so well. i don't think it's something we should take for granted. oh, wonder if there'll be some (non-religious) xmas gigs for us. a sleepy but fulfilling, tune-filled day.