was feeling rather despondent just now. the idea of dropping it all - whatever I think we have and had - crushes me. but i was trying to convince myself that that would be the best move for me right now. for my sanity. and so i sang and i played tt patty smyth and don henley song. and cried it out and then i clicked around on youtube and wtf do i chance upon?-

CCB. WHY? WHY??!

JUST as i was beginning to successfully convince myself. could you make this any harder? seriously..