i forgot to tell you tt stuart is back. i spoke to ape-boy yesterday. halfway through, he was recalled to go put out a fire. then he came back. just now during dinner, i looked at kenny and suddenly realised tt he and apeboy had similar features. hmm - no surprise i guess, since i used to have a thing for the former. how amusing.

thursday, i didn't feel like talking to either karin or roger. i was still pissed frm the night before. during radio, i did talk a bit to karin. she later said something tt pissed me off; for some reason, i managed to let it slip by. i wonder wat karin will think when she reads tt i said to go to hell. i wil not take back wat i said and i hope she understands why. karin used to tell me tt all her good friends never lasted and i'd tell her i'll be the one to be different - i won't fall out with her just like tt. i won't. i just needed her to know how i felt this time.

Happy(?) Good Friday. i almost killed my knees with all tt standing and kneeling and standing and kneeling in church just now, but it's ok.

i've recently been inundated with all the work (but i still have time to blog with big words. good for me hah). i took a break frm my non-work and visited jillian's blog after a long while; from there, i went to ryan rodrigues' blog; then i got to richard's (some fsv guy), then to deny's and vivienna's (some ex-sjc girl frm my IS-FP class last sem whom karol and i happen to find quite hot). frm vivienna's to tristan's to melissa's (the albino fsv girl whom i know frm church). on this my first almost exhaustive blog escapade, i see the random blogs of friends, acquaintances, and some other pple whom i know but who probably don't know me; shawn, charlene sheperdson, her bf justin, matt teo, joy, sri (frm softball in yr1), amin, marcus wee, nicole mok...

halfway through surfing, i suddenly realised tt it was probably with real ease tt stuart found my blog.
it's hard to describe the feeling i get when i surf through pple's blogs. i'm surprised at the enthusiasm with which i delve into pple's lives; clicking on links to their photo albums, seeing how their gfs/bfs look like, who they hang out with, wat music they like, mentally subbing their blog entries... now i'm imagining how pple who blogsurf reach my blog and go Alamak, why so spoiler lah this blog - got no links to other blogs tsk. ... and it's suddenly funny haha.

taking my Life After God back frm pam was definitely one of the best decisions of the yr. i have a bunch of pple queueing to borrow tt bk frm me, but i'm not gona lend it out till i've read it again. and again. and maybe again.

BOOKS i've lent out:
Laughable Loves Milan Kundera (andrew)
A Clockwork Orange Anthony Burgess (faz/nad)
The Little Prince Antoine Saint-Exupery (karin)
Lizard Banana Yoshimoto (isaac)

DVDs i've lent out:
City of God (nad)

i've been wanting to count how many clothes i have in my wardrobe just for fun. not tonight.

one day, i want to invite a lot of pple over to my rm. then i'll turn the music up and we'll dance the night away. when we've danced and pranced to a high and finally get tired, we'll throw ourselves on the bed (and/or the sofa bed) and close our eyes and revel in our euphoric states (or... we could have a gang bang haha, but i reckon tt would be totally anti-climatic and a logistic mess literally; so let's just stick to the first idea).