Saturday, August 14, 2004

so i finally decided to start on my scriptwriting hmwk tt was due last friday, and guess wat? ms persson conveniently decides to cancel class cos she's sick at the last min. tsk. oh well, at least i know i've got the hmwk off my back lah.

there was some fms party at sch this evening. i just dropped by to check it out and also to kaypoh the pple who were covering it for Trib and UW. then had to leave early with jermaine cos i had to take cab and pick zehzeh frm smu. i didn't want to leave actually. i miss hanging out and listening to music at the atrium, and today was the first time in a long time tt i could do it, but had to pick zehzeh. i was irritated all the way home in the cab.

online, i was talking to pam-ah-ma and michelle (separately) and i told them tt i felt the need recently to meet new pple. it's not tt i don't already have a lot of friends (in fact someitmes i have so many i forget some), but since sch started, i've been feeling the urge to forge new relationships. and i was hoping to meet some pple whom i can be close friends with. if i were an outsider, i'd think this as a very corny idea and slightly loserly. i don't know why i feel this way; like i wanna get out and meet new pple cos i feel like someone or something is waiting for me.

zehzeh said she wants to go clubbing tmr but i just realised tt i threw my nice giordano jeans into the wash. i was thinking maybe i could go to cheekys next friday.

did i mention tt i secretly want to be an ed or designer or in the pap team for trimedia? (i guess it's not secret anymore since i'm writing it here). i get a high when i feel like i belong somewhere and feel driven. plus, i love the old school furniture in the newroom. the hype eds/designers are going zouk tonight i think. they were talking bout it while i cut my freshly-printed namecards in the newsroom. the past few wks have mostly been just sch, french, stoning in front of comp, sleeping on public transport. i need to get out a bit more, ya.

Certain pple give me vibes and i hope it lasts:: Could you take my picture cos i won't remember.

Glenn (meyer) is organising some talentime contest thing as part of his third yr project and he's asking me to join. i don't know if i can afford the time. maybe i don't even want to. i haven't written any songs or poems lately. wat have i been doing with all my time?

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