AH!!! wow... today is so surreal...(oh no, i hope i'm not beginning to sound like a regular boring blooger who simply reports her day's doings; i'd like to think i lead a life tt's at least a tad more exciting than most people... so anyways-)


10.10am ::
i rush into the newsroom to join the other slaves of Hype and Trib in proofreading our stories. i look longingly at the 2 comfy newsrm couches but am chased out of the room (for cacophony-emitting) before i get a chance to lounge.


12noon plus plus ::
have lunch at sim with jermaine, joshua, durga, geraldine, prasad, christine. joshua seems a little high and we break into a spontaneous montage of retro songs. then joshua suddenly asks me if i'm free this thursday and says he says he wants to ask me on a date. ah??... really ah? then i get laughed at by the table and i fail to understand wat's so funny. then he says he ya then he says no he doesn't want to date me. AHH?? everyone continues to laugh and i seem to be the only one oblivious to wat's going on. so anyway, his band (A Vacant Affair) is practising this thursday and i am very welcome to be there. where? his bedroom. er... tt's nice. Ma, can i go over to my friend joshua's bedroom in serangoon to make some music? i don't want to imagine her reaction.

oh ya, so the point is, i am extremely flattered though i think being in a room of emo-rockers i dunno will be a bit intimidating. worse still (or better still, depending on how i look at it), i hear frm jermaine tt joshua might want me to sing with them. gah. i don't know wat gah indicates but it't the only thing i can say now. GAH. well at least i know i won't do a yoko ono on them. oh but the thing is, i'm not free on thursday; spposed to go watch s'pore idol at caldecott to support malvin. i kind of want to check out joshua's band though.


8.45pm ::
i get a call from melvin. NUSS(nus society) wants to renew his contract for next yr but they don't want the girl he's singing with (whom chris tells me is lousy) so he needs a full-time singer-- do i want the job? melvin's offered me a job like this before but this time he's really serious and starting next yr will be quite feasible too. i said i'd only do part-time and though he needs a full-time singer, he also advsises me to stick to part-time. nuss management wants to hear me this friday and i'm shit scared. i'm still choosing songs now but i can already feel the fear thrashing bout in my stomach. if i get the job, it might make or break me. i'd finally get to be paid to make noise but i'm scared i can't handle the late nights. it's a pretty stupid thing to be scared of, considering the fact tt i don't usually sleep before 1am. mummy's not happy tt i'm committing myself to this; on the other hand, zehzeh is so excited for me, she says she'll bring all her firends down to watch me. anyhows, i promised melvin i'd be there on friday night so there's no turning back. it'll be good experience and i guess i've got nothing to lose.