"Between grief and nothing I will take grief."

... and i know it's a good day when i don't feel like i have to choose.

i'm feeling relaxed and woeless right now. and tt's good. the latest songs i've dwnldd so far are all shiokenaden and i'm all right with the world.

i saw my first marilyn monroe film today (Some Like It Hot). it's ok i guess; quirky a bit. then called karol and durga out to eat cos zehzeh(who's diving in dayang now) told me to check out da paolo's at holland v and the sale at the mall there. bought a dress, a pair of jeans and a halter top for just $50. the three of us spent more than tt amt on food. but it was good and we became tipsy and light-headed from the air of relief and italian smells. the result was drunken renditions of Guns n roses and joni mitchell and three dog night and church-y songs(among others), loads of stomach-racking laughter and the usual speculating the reasons we three are single.

i called daddy to tell him i was going over to stay tonight but when he picked up the phone, there was another man at his place and daddy didn't seem to want my company. i've always suspected daddy was bi or gay. i'm still a bit annoyed at his reaction to my call but i guess it was good i went home instead and tt i took the 77 route cos i bumped into sherrie on the train.

i'm glad i bumped into her. i was feeling rather tired and blurgh and it was nice to have someone to talk to for at least 16 stops. and since i don't know sherrie well, we had a lot to talk bout. it's refreshing to talk to someone who doesn't bitch and tt's all i need to make my already good day/night better. say it with me: serendipity.


sometimes we don't like pple and then we go find out bout tt person so we have more things to say bout them. so then we forget to think bout the pple whom we don't hate so much. but i guess those pple are less impt simply because good isn't worth talking bout huh.

i haven't been reading much even though i have a lot of books i'm halfway through. i've been eagerly taking in words amidst drifty sounds. quaff quaff:

songs from Les Choristes
gin blossoms songs
from russia with love, matt monro
we might as well be strangers, keane
natasha, rufus wainwright
(wainwright wrote this for natasha lyonne who acted in But I'm A Cheerleader)