testament to my procrastinating nature, i am late once again.


Merry Belated Christmas, all(!)


this season has been draining and my internet addiction is not helping. the weather today is perfect for stoning. i have to go out and do my photojourn assignmt later. i think i know my problem: i don't pray.

one of most pleasant surprises this year was andrew wishing me a merry christmas (even before i msged him). another nice surprise was the present frm karin. i was quite sure it was gonna be crabtree&evelyn cookies but it was even better than tt. i love my baileys.

i'm lagging in everything. i haven't even bought a christmas card to send to denise ott in rouen. i havent returned the nkf donation card which is still empty. i havent read any of my medlaw notes. i haven't caught up with sleep yet. oh well.

listening to: One Man Guy - rufus wainwright

i wonder wat i'll be doing on new years day. i don't really want to spend it with the family; will be going to johnathan and kelly's hse but i'll leave early. maybe i'll sleep through the new yr. maybe i'll find a quiet street corner and read a good book. or maybe i'll lock myself in my room and watch all my episodes of freaks and geeks.

zehzeh got me the À la Folie Pas du Tout vcd and rufus wainwright's poses. i feel stupid to not have known tt rufus wainwright is gay. shit, now who am i gonna marry. it's ok rufus, i still love you. i did not get anyone presents this yr; not tt i do every year... i wanted to make my larson-esque cards but i have no energy this yr. sorry.
maybe if i slept a little more, things wouldnt seem so sombre.




is melancholy out of fashion already?