oh look- what's this? two posts in one night. ok.

so i've been speculating the gayness of certain male relations (mainly ian s/o mother's sister, and also daddy). on this topic, i guess i haven't much to opine except tt i think it'll be a kindof cute if they're really gay and i just wish tt being gay means being happy. but as is obvious in the case of dear jonjon, this may not always be the so. tt's all right. it's all right.

supper sup: Torn - natalie imbruglia

still trying to avoid media law; defamation, copyright- both in theory and in practice- blablah.

i want to go swimming so i can strengthen my muscles so i can jump round like a crazed ape without having my knees give way.

while doing some extremely small-scale roomkeeping, i chanced upon some good sentimental reading material tt will almost definitely keep me amused, nostalgic and will serve as a welcomed diversion frm non-work.. all those old postcards and letters we used to send to each other in sec sch and jc. hah i remember walking past each others' classrooms, passing each other in the canteen and exchanging letters whose contents were highly secretive. with such readiness, we trusted each other with our giggly confessions of crushes on guys or girls. ah, the fleeting sweetness of adolescence.

supper sup: Something That You Said - the bangles

during the first part of symc last week, i was seated beside lidong in the front row (since we were both late) and roger commented tt we looked like a couple. funny, since i was thinking the exact same thing. weird, since i had never even spoken to lidong previously; but we got along quite fine, both of us being lonely and bored victims of the conference. tsk- don't get ideas, i only said we were affable.