:: Run - snow patrol

do you ever feel stupid and/or foolish for not noticing how interesting a person is until the opportunity to befriend them in a naturally-occuring setting passes you by? then you go how come i never bothered to get to know him/her? i suspect tt the depth and the frequency of my feeling this way stems frm my secret desire to be around pple who i think are cool and talented. amelia, you closet elitist, you. and then there's also tt feeling of sheepishness when i discover someone is actually more talented or more interesting than i initially thought (if at all) them out to be.

i'm spposed to be doing a storyboard for durga for 100$. it's due at noon, but i'm still procrastinating. oh BLURGH. basic theory is on saturday morning and i don't think i'll pass.

i remember how farhan's mp3 player saved my wavering sanity in cambodia. i put blue's breathe easy and boxcar racer's there is on replay like, a million times. yea, it feels good to let it out with some tears and sweet harmonies. why does pain feel so good? i feel like eating panfried foie gras on prune brioche. like, right now. argh.