i'm not spposed to be up now. i was tired just now and was consequently instructed by recruit saw to rest early. too bad. ah-haha. at daddy's hse now; first time since daddy and aunty jessie walked in on us doing nothing (twas tt same time i commented tt the man-woman affair was so 1980s).

:: Brick - ben folds five

so stuart is back and fuck, he lost a shitload of weight. he looks pretty nice though. karin and i speculated tt maybe it was her silly man walk tt prompted him to lose the weight haha (though the joke isn't actually targeted to him particularly). i already told her it's a bit of a mean joke, all right? anyway, it didn't even take a gut feeling for me to tell tt he still has a thing for me (OR i could just be slightly delusional the way i always am). and quite obviously he's stopped reading my blog since tt last time he tagged me (oooh, i'm not sure if this pun is intended) and no one told him bout lidong, cos he didn't seem to know in church. and i did feel a bit bad giving him a rude shock when i introduced lidong at audrey's party. it's ok; we'll meet again next week, next holiday and then down under next year. in other church/lovelife news, i bumped into clementine and she told me she and serene think kenny's cousin sean likes me. erm ok. you know, i'm not exactly used to being this kind of popular with the male kind.

i know i've said this before but baby, you're the sweetest thing in my life (chocolat fondue, gulab jamun and cafe tenako-tuhkok notwithstanding).

you know, i realised the other day tt i'm good at loving pple but i'm not so adept with showing affection (cept toward my bf and maybe cute babies). not tt it's a bad or good thing. it's just an observation.