listening to black sabbath's paranoid. hah long time no hear this man. can you help me occupy my brain? oh yea!

i wonder what i look like when i'm fuming. the other day i was on the way to meet lidong and i was livid. and i noticed tt everyone seemed to be staring at me - on the bus, at tampines mall, everywhere. maybe it's cos when i'm angry i tense my facial muscles and don't blink my eyes for long intervals, resulting in a very stoned look. or maybe i looked mean and evil, like i could lash out and kill someone at any moment. i really wonder.