what if i get so used to being alone tt when i go back, i don't want to be with anyone. would pple leave me alone then? is it the distance?

it seems tt i'm becoming incredibly selfish. i let myself up to these moods but don't bother to put up signs to warn pple.

bf says i should live on a mountain instead, so tt no one would ever call me and i'd never have to get irritated.

do they have mountains in hell?

i need to stop being so self-indulgent.