i wonder how come everyone's been saying i look like i'm on something. maybe not everyone.. so far it's just tom, jack and aaran d. hah anyways, i wish i was. for the fun of it and/or so i could properly justify my looking either stoned or high most of the time. i wonder what i'd be like on weed.

:: I'll Never Get Over You Getting Over Me - exposé

lidong's decided to go to uq instead. i really wanted to tell him he's being stupid to go just cos his friends will be there. and besides, i thought he chose anu cos of their pol sci units; are uqs units better to him now? but then i thought tt'd just make me sound like a total bitch. sometimes i wish we had more similar aspirations. i find myself holding our differences against him a lot. it's not his fault i guess but he has to realise there are more than two ways of looking at things.

i had a religious debate sortof with david the other day. he was doing tt christian thing. the thing where they insist tt only those who believe in jesus will go to heaven. in tt case, i told him, heaven can't be all it's made out to be, since half the pple i know won't be there. but then by christian theory, i probably wouldn't make it to heaven anyways so i shouldn't be so worried.

there's been lots of late night bonking upstairs. i feel our floor is missing out.

:: Mary - scissor sisters

i've contracted an ennui that i can't seem to shake off. where did this come from? it's reminiscent of tt jadedness nearly tt ate me up halfway through poly. i feel inclined to call this The Yr 2 Syndrome.


if you haven't already, do check this out: Sebab Saya Shotgun
cheesy, lame and quite the very power (tapi kalau kau tak faham melayu, then maybe not so funny). maybe i will invite them to sing this song at my void deck kawin. mm. thank you for sharing, ravi maan.