MEH.

edward just informed me he's moving out next sem. i'm kind of surprised and i think a little upset too. because i feel like despite having known him for only 3 months we're like real good friends (my perception) and we get along really well. plus, alex is moving out too.

was on my way to church when i felt a surge of blood rush to my chest. the kind of feeling you get when you hear bad news and you can literally feel your heart sink. and then i felt like i was going to start sobbing uncontrollably. fuck you, mood swing, FUCK YOU. fucking period. it's so frustrating when these emotions overwhelm me cos i don't have anything to be really sad about yet i feel like crying and i don't even know why. and it really gets me down. and it's really draining. i came back, had dinner and then knocked out for almost four hours.

well i guess i have something to be upset bout now tt two of my favourite boys are moving out frm hall. maybe my heart is clairvoyant.

wat is a deictic centre?
"A deictic center is a reference point in relation to which a deictic expression is to be interpreted."

wah soooooooooo FUUUUUCKING helpful. i hate it when pple don't answer my questions. pet peeve.

i told dylan we shouldn't have sex every single day that he is here (when he is here). i cannot imagine having enough energy. and i don't want the novelty of it to wear off. plus, if we know we're gonna do it every night, then it becomes predictable and might become (oh my, pls no) a bane. dahling says agreed. now i'm excited haha. cos now i won't know which days he's gonna grab me from behind and make sweet love to me. our rd trip just got a little more exciting. hah.

i've been doing ok in my work. good grades, in fact (for french only) but i'm not confident i'll pass cos the biggies looming ahead also happen to be the toughies. bonne chance, moi. merci, j'en ai vraiment besoin.