just finished watching lars and the real girl. wat a special film. special.. just like silje nergaard's the waltz, or a jon brion song ost of eternal sunshine of the spotless mind. i wanted to say it was "nice" but i don't feel tt word does it any justice. fantastic acting too. it was all very... unassuming. makes me feel good bout life. you know?


it's come to my attention tt since i'm not sure when, i've been incapable of remaining seated and attentive for more than 20 minutes when watching a film. i wonder if there's anything wrong with me. or could it be tt i'm just being human? (since humans- i presume- aren't genetically engineered to remain seated, staring at a screen of moving colours for extended periods of time). but watever. it shouldn't bother me. it's possible tt i've always done this with every movie i've ever seen and i just don't remember because i seldom see shows nowadays. yes, tt could be it.

it's slightly annoying being stuck at home AND not being able to do things like dance and sing loudly because i have a sore throat, or cook up a feast or try baking something because i have stomach issues, or (other fun things i can't think of right now).