i think my writing here has gradually become fairly esoteric over the yrs. not tt it matters tt much. but i guess with a job like my current one, this is how i should keep it.


oh, i forgot to mention, i love having the baby around. i think we all do. this is probably not a universal rule, but in my hse, having babies around always makes life a bit more bearable for everyone. it's like, babies have no pressure to be existential or anything like tt. they're just there cos pple like them there. maybe tt's why they know they can be all diva-like. wow i'm wishing right now tt i were somebody's baby too.