happy-la-la. hahaha.... i love you karin. you're so rubbish, just like me.


i wish i'd stop procrastinating cos i know i'm so gonna regret this.

i'm very caught up in this whole gg out thing. i wonder if this will turn into an unhealthy obsession. for some reason, i find it especially hard every time to find a good balance. adaptive dissonance.


i brought daddy and zehzeh and sean to have nepalese food today and then to enjoy the cool night views afforded us by tekka mkt hdb bubble lifts. fucking fantastic. it's really funny how i feel so much more comfortable and less apprehensive in little india than i do in chinatown. esp since my face like damn cina one-kind. sean said i look like some crazy china woman, traipsing down race course rd, weaving in and out of clusters of loiterers, my carelessly-kiap'd hair and my excessive number of bags bouncing up and down in tandem with my garang gait. and my false look of purposefulness. i can't help it, really. well it's not tt i want to. hah.

then we tried out the new circle line. (how is it pple say this place is boring when i can find so many things to be excited bout every day? see, terence? i told you i was resourceful... extremely ludicrously so.) zehzeh and sean alighted at paya lebar and daddy and i took the train to the end. we got out at marymount to recce a bit and to orientate ourselves. then on the way back in, we bitched bout the silly shiny floors and how these were so impractical (i really hate shiny floors in public places cos when wet, it's just a disaster waiting to happen. and with my kind of luck, i'm always the one to be slipping and sliding all ovr the place). in the train home, we stood at the front of the first car so we could admire the brilliantly-dark tunnels. in between, we tried to make sense of the pictoral instructions for emergency evacuation, which were pasted nxt to the viewing window. not clear at all... very ineffective, we concluded. i hope to goodness tt i'll never have to use this emergency exit, otherwise sure habis sia.

ok enough for now. gots to go and shower and get some sleep. i'm getting to be pretty sloppy. not good not good.