it suddenly dawned on me on the train home tt i already am tt crazy bag lady i talk about all the time. i lug a motherload of emotional baggage in my heart and all i'm doing about it is getting used to the weight. if i want to be allowed onto the elevator tt will bring me greater emotional heights, i'm gonna need to throw out some of the things that i'm done using. i'll prob still be crazy, but without all the unnecessary anxiety. corny as it sounds, i think this epiphany is going to liberate me. i pray it's not too late.