i have tt feeling again- tt i might be dying from some sickness i don't know i have. i wonder if i should get myself checked. i wonder if i really wanna know.

was feeling out of sorts yesterday evening. i got even more perturbed when i boarded the train at 4 plus and it was hell lot fuller than i'd expected on a weekday evening at 4 plus.

wait, just something tt popped into my mind: if i start feeling like this on a regular basis and for long periods of time, then it wouldn't be called "out of sorts" anymore would it... cos it'd be kind of normal.

anyways, so point is i've been better.

did i tell you i met up with andrew for dinner the other day? the topic of dylan came up (i swear it wasn't me who started it) and he was saying how poetic it was.. the whole meeting at a backpackers hostel and all tt. ("like it was never meant to be in the first place... like it was all transient.") how typical of andrew to say things like tt. i guess it's true... the fact tt it is quite poetic. guess i was too emotionally-involved to think of clever things like tt (unsurprising..). anyways, i replied tt when pple stay at a hostel, "they usually tell you when tehy're checking out. and they usually pay in advance.. not take your money with them. AND when you give concession rates for longstayers you don't expect them to bail". but still, i really love talking to andrew cos he always has all these "insights" haha. tt make me feel enlightened. and at the end of our conversations, i never feel like i've wasted my time. (yes, sadly, there are pple who do make me feel like tt.)

did i tell you bestie's back? well she is and she stayed over last night. wheee!!!!!!

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