i'm nervous. i feel like i haven't had a good enough break and i can't bring myself to go to bed cos i know tt once i close my eyes, tt'd be the end of my holiday. i'm not ready for sch. i don't like first days.

it's disturbingly quiet in my head right now. i guess i won't know wat's coming if i don't open my eyes and jump right into this yr. ok, here goes. (i wish you were here to hold my hand)