woah, my mother is a bit extreme... she wants me to sleep at 10 now. but, i don't wanna i don't wanna I DON'T WANNA! {:oP
ok, anyway, today, i called up some kindergarten in tampines and got me a voluntary job - gardening. haha. cool. (ok, here's the part where you agree that it's cool, and say that you're very happy for me.... c'mon - say it!)

i think i'm finally stepping out of my horrid tepidity - been practising my guitar again. and today, i just taught myself how to play All For You by Sister Hazel, yay! at least i feel a bit purposeful now. and i finally have a tune to one of the 'poems' that i wrote (thank you, Clement!). i've yet to figure out how to sing with the music though. but i'll get to it. Listening to Deftones' Passenger now; aiyoh... dirty song tsk tsk tsk...
oh yah, ravi and me made a pact - if he has daughters, he'll give them to me instead of throwing them into the river. i'll swap them for my sons. that'll save us both the trip to the river. haha. it's not that i don't want sons, i just haven't put much thought into naming them.
*sigh*... i gots to go soon. anyway, don't forget to leave me a tag! and now, here's a song for those feeling fatally blah. go ozzy! haha

Paranoid
Black Sabbath

Finished with my woman 'cause she couldn't help me with my mind
people think I'm insane because I am frowning all the time
All day long I think of things but nothing seems to satisfy
Think I'll lose my mind if I don't find something to pacify

Can you help me occupy my brain?
Oh yeah

I need someone to show me the things in life that I can't find
I can't see the things that make true happiness, I must be blind

Make a joke and I will sigh and you will laugh and I will cry
Happiness I cannot feel and love to me is so unreal

And so as you hear these words telling you now of my state
I tell you to enjoy life I wish I could but it's too late

thank you, good night, we love you all! and leave me a tag!