yay! MY results are out! i got one A - yay! (tt rhymes, haha). the funny thing though, is that i seem to be the only one who's gotten my results. everyone else i've just asked said they got a message in their NPAL saying that it'll be released on 6/7 June. haha. karin suggested it could be cos they know i check NPAL everyday. but maybe s'cos i'm the level's special-needs kid. well whatever the reason, i seem to find this all very amusing. (especially since i already msged everyone saying the results are out haha)

went to help out at a day care called Kampung Senang this morning. then there was this guy in the office, throwing a fit and a chair. after i recoverd from shock, i thought to myself: someone obviously wasn't feeling too senang!
the lady was really nice, so nice that it scared me. she was like a chinese hippie (only, minus the pot and the beads and all) - talked bout saving the environment, and learning naturally. they only eat vege, to save the earth apparently. then this guy talked to me bout doing good and all; i felt so bad so i pretended to listen. mealtime was a traumatic experience - funny looking porridge with funny smelling muicai and some other funny things. i wish i could say trying to swallow it all was as funny.

some reflections... during the past yr or so, i've realised the joy of being by myself. it's not as lonesome as i used to think it. i've actually grown to appreciate the time i spend by myself, with myself. instead of stoning or crying, i've come up with more contructive ways of spending the time solitarily. i like reading aloud. i like making my hands do a dance. and breathing in random scents that flood my mind with happy things (no, not glue. i like paint smell though). it's liberating.

going for THE VAGINA MONOLOGUES later. am hoping ah ma's friend is a cute male (and straight too please!) - don't want to run the risk of looking/feeling/acting like a gooseberry.