i'm wishing more and more tt someone would come and kidnap me and take me away frm everything i know cos i'm so tired. i'm so tired of everything. i'm sad and i can't even cry. i'm so tired and yet i can't sleep. i'm loved but i don't love. i want to die but every day i can only amass enough strength to forget to feed myself so tt i rot slowly away. it's never been this bad; where did this come from?