listening to zero 7's Somersault now cos i feel like i'm on the edge and this is one of the last things i'd like to hear before i die. when i'm old enough, i'll gasp for breath and feel a pain in my chest and heave a last time. goodbye.

i have no time for pms. it better bloody come now (pun unintended). i don't want to have to deal with hot flashes, depression and diarrhoea in cambodia. i'm tired now and please don't let this be the flu. today desmond made me co-leader of the expedition so i gotta be good enough for me.

sleep.