i was awoken this morning again by the sound of wat i now think is the rubbish truck (again, since this happened before on another random morning in the random past). actually i was awoken by the sound of what i thought was someone having sex. it sounded like a girl orgasing (i say it's a word, so it is. besides, orgasming sounds as ridiculous and if i'm gonna say something ridiculous, it might as well be more original)... by the way, it's not like i woke up because i wanted to carry on listening to someone have sex; the fact that i woke up to a sound and tt sound happened to resemble a cry of sexual pleasure (pain?) is a complete coincidence. anyway, so i was lying under my blanket for the longest time, with my eyes closed, trying to figure out if it was **** and ****** cos after all, ramadan is already over... and i then i thought how it was amazing tt pple could have so much energy in the morning and then i thought again (since i've thought it before): oh no... i wonder what the upstairs neighbours must've been thinking when dylan was here since me and him are quite noisy... then i thought maybe tt's why they're not giving a fuck tt i can hear them- they must be taking revenge! and then i realised tt it might be the rubbish truck in the tomy more driveway/carpark tt was making all tt whining and groaning. and then i thought again (since i've thought it before) how amazing it was that a lot of things (and pple) sounded like a lot of other things (and other pple) and our reality of what is making wat sound is all in our mind. like how i once heard footsteps in the dark and had to stand there for a long while before i finally decided that it was the sound of rainwater dripping off the roof. and then i thought bout zac's ridiculously huge effects pedal tt he showed us last night (and by effects pedal, i do mean effects pedal, and nothing else) and how he had painted some pedals a different primary colour each and how it resembled the kind of little tykes toy tt emitted a different animal sound with the push of each button. and zac used his effects pedal (i really do mean effects pedal) together with his guitar to make the sound of an trumpeting elephant. it was really cool. it was so cool i made him do it again. and then at tt point i opened my eyes and looked at my hp and realised it was 8.38am and suddenly i heard little henry the vacuum cleaner. and i sighed cos i'd just wasted some 10 mins thinking bout sex and rubbish trucks and trumpeting elephants when i could've tried to catch more sleep before little henry came to zoopzoop my room floor.