it's good friday today, so i've decided to abstain from gimi. we havent seen each other since last sat so this is a bit trying but i have to make up for not being a good girl the whole of lent so there. i'm trying not to indulge in food tt i like too. zehzeh says tt i should sacrifice going online but i reckon this will be asking too much of me. yes, maybe next yr. haha.

so i woke up at 11 plus and read the papers and watched tv. two things i havent done in quite a while for more than 15 consecutive mins. mostly cos for the past 3 weeks, i've been caught up with my course and hanging out with gimi and being restless in general. today is my self-imposed reading day. i'm attempting to get through a couple of days worth of ST papers, and a whole bunch of backdated magazines- 3 issues of I-S, french cosmopolitan, and aussie cleo- all of which i've amassed over the past month.

i'm starving right now.. only allowed myself two slices of two plain squished bread (tt i packed for brekky yesterday but didnt eat cos i ended up having yakun frm boonlay) spread with a moderate amount of butter and cinnamon sugar. tt was brunch. then for tea, i had four cherry tomatoes. ok i think i'm just gonna go find more food to eat right now. it's getting unbearable. (i think tt is actually the whole idea behind abstenance but i think not seeing gimi is enough punishment so i will mosey to the fridge right now and you will not stop me!)